The Main Event

August 8th 2011

Cora, Keely and I are working behind the scenes at a University of some sort. In the main area I see Tom Waitts. I joke around with him and he leaves. I think I made him uncomfortable. The girls and I ride a strange elevator up to a hay colored loft area. We talk. I tell them that my Uncle Rocky invited me to this event and I haven't even been inside yet. We go back down and I get a bit of vertigo sit on my butt for the decent. The university area is really big and confusing. Cora and I leave and go around a corner. There is a very steep hill. I go for it at a run. I make it almost all of the way up when I see car lights and turn a quick right into some major astral wind. The people I pass don’t seem to be affected by it and I worry that they are looking at me funny. I do some swimming motions to propel myself through the wind. I can best describe this as trying to walk at a normal pace in a swimming pool if you feet were to be weighted down. I finally make it. I am in a raised, patio of some sort, that borders the main arena/university. There are many iron gates and green shrubs. I find Cora and we are in the hallway. I get the sense that this hallway is for staff only.We are sitting in a long rounded hallway. The kind that circle and arena. There is a girl next to Cora, along with various other apparent staff. The girl is dark skinned with grey, blue and black dreadlocks. She bends Cora’s head into her lap and begins to passionately kiss her. At first I am surprised but after a while I’m just bored and somewhat anxious to explore. Cora tells me something about her mystery girl, it is something along the lines of, “I don’t think I could live without her. I’m so grateful to have her in my life.” Suddenly I am worried that I have failed in keeping in touch with someone important. I reach for my cell phone and by the time I am looking at the the screen to dial/text, it is pouring down rain. I am mildly concerned for my phones well being, but it soon passes. I am wandering now but really have a goal in mind. A beautiful woman is around. She looks like Halle Berry and I know that she is kind and powerful. I find my way back to that patio/courtyard. Someone is leading me to a table surrounded by very special people.

These people are the ones whom this whole production/concert is for. I know that I am not supposed to be “worth” of their presence, but whoever is leading me insists that I belong. “How could we possibly begin without you.” one of them says (or all of them?), as I take my seat around the table.

Note: At some point I find myself in a low lit room in the University. Maroon walls. Soft. I am talking to al older professor. All of the door knobs are defective. 

August 7th 2011

Maya and I are trying to find someplace to sleep for the night. I think I may be in the dream lodge. There is a mattress but it is too narrow. We try out a few places finally get to an “L” shaped couch that I adjust. Still difficult to get situated. I am concerned for her comfort.

The Great

I am in bed with Alexander. It doesn’t seem sexual, however we slowly but surely move into a spoon position. It feels quite natural. Someone else is in the room with us and they don’t seem to mind.

False Awakening July

I look at my alarm clock. My cell phone says it is 5:56 or 5:65 or something like that. I know this cannot be. I tell myself I’m dreaming. I know that if I wait long enough the time will be right.

Question and Answer

In a book I am reading it is suggested that one should experiment with posing a question to the mind that is to be answered in dream state. Here are my results:

Question: What was the significance of the moving boxes stacked outside of my home in Dreamworld?

Dream That Followed:

“That’s my kitty.” Brian says to the young man with a grin. Blandora is lying on the floor in front of us. There is a dog with Brian. My intuition tells me it is Haley. Happiness and love surround  us.

June 14th 2011

Colin and I browse a movie selection. He brings one very colorful DVD to my attention. I look at it for a moment and realize it’s a Miazaki film. “Is this a Miazaki?” I say to him. I flip it over, the year reads 1987. I am happy and also shocked that a Miazaki film went so long unknown to me. Kendall is with us.

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We are in a long, narrow room. Maybe a school bus. They are passing out three types of textbooks that everyone gets. I am very interested in the fist test I received. I come back to “reality” and realize that I don’t have all the materials I need.

Note: I am quite certain there is a parallel in which may aspects of our time/life at Oak Street, are very much alive and breathing. My focus this week will be to communicate said place/time.

Sometime in June

I am arguing with Uncle Rich. He is being very stubborn. We are in a very crowded house. A narrow walkway. People related to Suzette and Sharon are here.

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I am in a store picking between two cookies. They are both thin mint style. One is $2.99 and the other is $.99. I wonder what the difference could be. The lights go down and it is understood that an older female I know will be carrying out some sort of hunting. I remind her that I have done nothing to her. She sneaks me out the back door. I am on a busy street. I am overwhelmed. I realize I got the cookies for free. At the party, Nadra says, “You don’t even  like those (cookies)!” I do not correct her, because I do like them. I reach into the bottom of a fridge for a soda can.

Aliens & Animals

We are outside. It is a beautiful day. Sun shining. I am near some sort of fenced lot when the animals begin to roam. They have escaped. They are huge and attacking what seems like everything in sight. As I escape east, an animal tracks me down so I hold very still. I breath deeply. The animal passes. I make it back to the dorms where I find myself in a room that is not mine. I am only wearing a sort dress so I peruse the closet. It is filled with retro clothing maybe from eh seventies. I try on a mauve, long-sleeved button up shirt. I know I’ll need some sort of cold protection. I take the shirt and see that there is a dog in the room. I fear it is one of the wild alien animals and continue to treat it as such, however it doesn’t seem to pose any threat. I take a shower, hoping the dog will leave me alone. It just jumps in. Brian joins me (I am in room 19). We start to make love but hear a jeep

pull up outside of our window. The jeep crew, some of whom we may or may not know, offer to take us to a refuge. However we cannot tell the leaders “what we’ve done” or we will be negatively judged. I think we refuse. Now we are in Brian's car driving north with a few companions. On a busy street we see through a foggy sky, a fleet of quick-moving space ships do twisty, curvy maneuvers. They are blasting some announcement over their communication system. Brian and I are making fun of the address because it seems very obvious. Everything they say seems obvious. All of a sudden a blanket of snow and ice is on all you can see. We panic a bit and start looking for any extra clothing we can pile on. I still am wearing a short dress and the shirt from someone's retro closet. I spy a hat, one of those kind with fur on he inside. A girl we are with grabs it first but soon I spy another similar to it. After driving for a bit we realize that there is no more snow. We reach a mountain. The road to it, you can spot all sorts of perversely large animals. A result of the “Recent Panic”. We traverse a rocky path alongside the mountain. Inlaid eye level in the mountain side are short, wide windows. I look inside and see a classroom laboratory. The people inside don’t seem to be concerned about the “Recent Panic”.

 

I am at Suzette and Kenny’s house. I enter the basement through the sliding glass doors. Kenny is sleeping on the couch. As I go upstairs I am thinking about the safety of Maya and Mom. Suzette assures me they are safe. There is a black man smiling at me sitting on the couch. Sharon appears to be very frail. I tell Suzette i plan on walking back, but she insists on giving me a ride.